Foolish Heart
It's been months since the last time we talked, but the pain hits me up until tonight. I was hurt, you banished without any notice. Sleepless nights, blankets full of tears, reminiscing our- no, my happiest memories with you. During the first months, I was hoping for you to come back. To hug my back and say, "I'm back, I'm sorry I left. I love you". But as time goes on, I forced myself to forget your voice, your face, your love, you. I started to let myself let go of the memories of us I kept for years. And here you are, out of nowhere, chatting with me. Asking for our relationship to be the way it used to before. After all the pain you caused me here's my dumb heart beating really fast. And I hate myself for not getting over you. You who left me for no reason. You whose love I wish to feel. You who broke my heart. You, the woman I love. At first I see you as the beauty, who tamed the beast inside me. But after what you did, I now see you as a nightmare, still, dressed like a day dream.
