Feelings Left Unsaid
Long were the nights, I was crying endlessly, face down by the pillow. I was sad, frustrated and depressed. Always asking myself, what did I do wrong? Am I not enough to make you stay? Did I bore you too much? Questions swirling in my head making most of my nights sleepless. I remember, we were happy. Elated even. The days I spent with you were the happiest days of my life. Every step of the you were there with me. Fighting with me against all odds. Supporting me. Encouraging me. Loving me. But somewhere along the way, I lost you. You said you were leaving me. You were tired of me. What hurt me the most was that you said you didn’t love me anymore. Shocked. Pained. Lost. I don’t know what to feel. I felt the insides of me were now empty. Seeing you walking out my sight is my worst fear. You left me alone, crying, sobbing, dying, wanting you back. I want to have you back in my life, my love. How will I be living without you by my side, when I let myself be used to you being with me all the time. How can I forget your warm hugs, sweetest words and the love we shared. Did we really share the same love? Of those memories I cherished the most became my scariest nightmare.
